journey series: a few days to go!

both to the new year, and the new beginning.

i've definitely been feeling a whole lot more different with the moving situation, etc. well, for one, i'm honestly getting a bit more emotional, but i don't like to admit that most cases, but i thought writing it out would help me in future instances.

then, second, i know people ultimately think that i'm never returning to LA, but cases are i still am-- one way or another. to collect the rest of my belongings to move to Oz, or to come back home...

i used to really dread the latter idea, but right now, things are all up in the air! so, who knows what could happen in a year. i wouldn't want to screw-up God's plans for me, and so i'm leaving that part open. there are still dreams that are down the list, and now that i'm nearing this next official step, i'm getting a boost of courage. getting reminded when all this was seeded and how i thought and believed that anything IS possible with God. i see it again. HE IS SO FAITHFUL.

despite the fact that i did get winded down by other things floating around the air, and the thought of "impossible" crept up every corner, and "worry" too!

and now, frankly, all i've left to worry about is whether i will get this packing done. i have three days left in LA. i never thought it'd pain me to say that. but for now, we'll say that i am simply going on a year long or so trip, and LA will surely see my ambivalent heart again.

i've still no camera, --feels a little liberating, and i wish i can say the same for the rest of my baggage! (pun INTENDED)

packing progress: 67% i'd say...

thanks for tuning in for this end of the journey. 'til 2012! hurrah for new chapters!

oh, and p.s. next year is a leap year!