about this time last year.

i was trying to distract myself to make time pass faster.
it was an amazing summer, and i know it'll be hard to beat.
my expectations are low for my los angeles summer. honestly.
well, maybe coz i've also set a working schedule for myself.
gonna be working hard, saving up, anticipating autumn...
the season that'll really kick off dreams.

it seems like it'll be forever, but it's only about seven months away.
seven months of storing.
seven months of praying.
seven months of preparing.
seven months of waiting.
seven months of sacrifice.
seven months of tolerance.
seven months.

i often jump months in my head. since march, i've been thinking myself in july.
then sometimes, i think myself in march. weird.
i feel like i've got no sense of time. it can be tough having tunnel vision.
but i've been distracted many times before, and i'm sure i want to go through with this.
so forge on.

seven months to sydney.
I CANNOT WAIT.

i heard this.

" Why not attempt the impossible, you just might make it. If not, you'll likely land farther than if you'd never tried! " -@louiegiglio

... Sydney! 7 months to go!

i think we'll make it.

inspirations for a personal project, .. and i guess you can put this on the wishlist.
i think i like, and would like this bag better than the chanel 2.5 flap bag... (which is being mass populated in manila/china... so much for special!)

creative juices.

something from a friend's blog: isn't it beautiful? i just learned that she's got the prints from her etsy store as well! link's up on her blog. check it out!

Holly by Illustrator Sunny Gu

collected.

i'm coming out of a semi-flu-like coma, (seriously, i feel reborn, as if i've been sleeping these past two days, which i kind of was, but you get what i mean, when you're completely knocked out of your senses because of sickness and your designated medication. hmm.) and it feels so timely, march is finally over. i absolutely cannot explain how anxious i was this march. among all the things i had and still have to do, and feel "worried" about.. (this sickness totally taught me a lesson about worrying!) march just droned on by, and it felt like a year waiting for april!

 

credits to feedgeeks // check out some of the stuff on their webby, cutesies!

anyway, as i realized that today's the last day of march, and that april is happily on its way along with my recuperation, i suddenly thought of making a publication of some sort, possibly to leave behind when i go off to pursue adventure at the end of the year. it might even come in something similar to photo shown above.

gonna attempt to collect photos and ideas atelie gaaya style.