journey series: rewind.

i can't describe every detail, but here's the perfect explanation. i couldn't really create a "rewind" post, i could, however,take you back to experience a moment in 2010.

This CAPTION takes you to my "WHO I AM" post!
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this rewind is uplifting, yes, almost functioning like the slingshot theory. i hope my heart starts to trust and believe the way i did then. i'd love to finish this race gloriously, win or lose.

today we start: the journey series

i'm not really sure how to start, like most cases, but as the title implies, today.. we start. whatever it is that is needed to be done. today's the day to do it. today's the day to start.
i thought about making a record of my simple thoughts to map out an experience. last night, i thought, "maybe if i write them down, it'll all make sense."

'cause, about half-way through, i think i lost sense of it all. and finding it all back, ...reason, passion, sanity, and the cause, is all part of the ride. i hope, in all that i relay, if someone comes across it, that they'll take something from it, and go. 'coz let me tell you, it sucks being afraid all the time.

the year is closing, and i'm here, mid-journey, writing everything from the beginning.
recording, ..the possibilities of a new life.

a new beginning.

in sydney? in sydney... . . in sydney.

 Adam Crews Photography

there is no certainty for me, and honestly, no rest, until i step aboard the aircraft that takes me across the pacific.

for now, i'll take myself to painstaking periods of 2010, muster up the courage to write the next post, and live the next day.

God has a plan for my life.

it all seems unclear now, but i can't wait for the following seasons, in which i get to look back at this part of my life, and understand the why behind today.

"if it's meant to be, it will be, .................. or not."

what we make of it. caution to the wind.
curating, observing, probable laboring to come.
"stop typecasting me."

*found both images on curation website ffffound.com

where.

they said it was the streets of paris, but i knew better. it was the beautiful little collins in melbourne.

i watched killer elite the other night with my dad, it was an alright movie i'd say-- (not really up for a crit or commentary at the moment, that might've been a one-time deal..)

anyway, closing scene was set to be Paris in the 1980s, and i know all about movie magic and all that stuff. so i knew after they'd mentioned something about film victoria in the opening credits (and yarra valley in the beginning of the film), that perhaps the ending scene of killer elite was actually in one of my favorite destinations in melbourne. the building on the left (white and gray) was the actual giveaway. i thought it was too familiar, and i actually took a photo of it on my last visit. ... and voila, after i went googlemaps and searched the image, there it is!

*screen cap was taken from online movie streaming site-- skipped to the end to confirm.

point is, oz is calling out to me. miss melbourne so much! my heart breaks from being so far away for too long!